The Last Goodbye

Ok, not exactly.

I think it is finally starting to sink in. It has been about three weeks since, and now that the decision's been made, the dates have been set, and the countdown as begun, I cannot help but try to mark every single event as the last one here.

I can't wait to get out of this place. As Bec put it yesterday - it is very suffocating for me to be here. I couldn't even find the right word when I was explaining to her yesterday why I wanted to "suffer".

The girl's so adorable. When I told her the news, she was so shocked, I think she put me back into shock.

"Who's gonna cook for you?"

"Who's gonna do the housework for you?"

And the big one, "Why do you want to put yourself through this?"

I was slightly taken aback beacause she knew I have been preparing for this for about a year and a half already.

But I guess it's nice to know someone will actually miss you when you're not around.

Today we will be having our annual Christmas party. I can't help but feel a little sad, cos it may very well be the last Christmas party I have here.

I've had a very good time here, and there isn't even a day that I wish I were working somewhere else other than here.

But other than the solace I can find from keying out orders, setting up promos and selling CDs at events, I must say, outside the office and my work, life here is, well, suffocating.

I'd want to rant more about the suffocation, but let's leave it at that today.

Today, I will try to like Christmas. It's the last one I'll be spending here, anyways.

Super Junior feat. Henry & Zhoumi - Santa U Are The One


PS The other thing that will make me like Christmas - all 11 boys in that video in a package with a huge ribbon, just for me. Muahaha. Imagine how much fun that will be. ;)